As I recall my pleasant memories were of my pain
Not so for the times I felt sane
And then I recall losing you was everything to gain
How I missed the pleasure of being insane
When all my sweet sorrows were accumulated
making it easier to have left you feeling no blame

You were always my back seat driver
reaching for the phone even before it rang
constantly finishing the ending of my songs
Making my madness, my sadness the familiarity
of someplace I felt I belonged
Sorry my sanity could not have been kinder

Wonder where you are today
Remembering the last time you were yours
back to you is all you needed to do
Sweetest of you was always going to be you being you
The sweetest of pain for me was always going to be me
without you
And my sanity would never again be trusted to you

Choose Living Over Existing(CLOE)Gender Free Writer(GFW), MartialArts-Auth"The Spirit That Guides Us" "Noir AM""The Lottery" https://twitter.com/dropoutgorgeous

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