Today I saw a close family member and choose not to say hello….thinking of course they did not see me.
I felt to have said hello would have been Pretense. After all they have not been a friend to me for a very long time and I did not feel like telling them the Truth so I pretended not to have seen them.
I walked away thinking, after all this time and all my writings about growing, I realized I am still a seed that needs to become a better tree. Today a friend said to me our children are the seeds we gave and they will have to become their own trees. I feel there are so many seeds within in need of nurturing if they are to see the light of day.
Tomorrow I will get more sunlight and drink more water~