He loves me, she loves me not
I love her, I love him not.
Every day I am fighting with my emotions
Why won’t they just let me love my life
for when they do they will find me smiling
and if they don’t I am not a nice person
I was born alone yet I’m constantly,

reluctantly, miserably entangled with my emotional affliction cause by you.
There is another who would die for me
and you not even shed a tear for me,

unaware that we have a shared destiny
At times I have even requested these
emotions to try for me lie for me
blissfully blind me, enjoy this life for me,
over and over they reject other possibility
why won’t they just return to me my sanity

This is no ordinary love for you, devotion to you,
you’re prey and I catlike spraying and stalking of you,
marking my territory defending the ground around you
suffering beneath your clown’s clothing crying over you
why won’t they just let you see from my point of view
ease my pain, my shame, love me even if its not true

Its time your emotions try for you, lie for you
blissfully blind you, enjoy this life for you,
over and over they should reject and show you
there are no other possibilities for you
why won’t they just return your sanity to you



Choose Living Over Existing(CLOE)Gender Free Writer(GFW), MartialArts-Auth"The Spirit That Guides Us" "Noir AM""The Lottery"

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