Phasexuality [Fah-sex-u-ality]

Christopher Campbell@chrisjoelcampbell

CUE INTO 5 YEARS AGO
18 year old Donnah’s and her mother Hellen sitting across from two doctors Doctors office’s
DUE TO UNDISCLOSED SERIOUS ALLEGATIONS OF MISCONDUCT

Doctor (Two doctors sitting around a semi-circular desk, Male doctor speaks)
Donnah we would like to have a moment with your mom then Dr. Jeannine will also like to have a private word with you after ok..

Donnah
Why is my Dad not here

Hellen
Donnah, please!

Doctor Jeannie
Donnah this is nothing bad. If after we speak with you it is decided that you wish your do to be here, we can easily make those arrangements.

Donnah (Visibly defiant and unhappy stands to leave the office)
Just don’t forget this is about me and no one else

The information shared with Hellen by the Two Doctors was identically shared with Donnah however it had been earlier decided that only Dr. Jeannie would present the facts when in meeting with Donnah

Meeting with Donnah and Dr. Jeannie in the same office

Doctor Jeannie

Donnah!
Have you ever heard of the term called Phasexuality
Sounding it out, it is Fah-sex-u-ality

Donnah
What the fuck is that

Doctor Jeannie
Well first we want to be absolutely clear, Phasexuality is a trait similar to many other long established and accepted form of sexuality

Donnah
So you trying to say I fucking weird, is that it

Doctor Jeannie
No Donnah very much the opposite,
I was asked to join this team because I am among one of the first identified cases of record
And I am normal

Donnah
I think we could say the jury is a long way out on that

Doctor Jeannie
Why, Thank you, I will take that as a compliment

Donnah
It’s just that except for my last couple appointments I don’t know you
So can’t say if you are normal or weird.

Doctor Jeannie

Phasexuals love much more passionately. We are viciously territorial

Donnah
What’s with the we

Doctor Jeannie
Donnah all those test you have been doing to help us gather more information on what has been happening to you, came back positively that you are a Phasexual.

Donnah sits in silence. No quick smart come backs, just a silent unemotional look upon her face. Not knowing if she should leave now or perhaps, her much confused sexuality could be that simple explanation of being identified as acceptable.

Doctor Jeannie
Donnah we will not just drop this in your lap then leave you. We will be with you for as long as it takes for you to better understand and take back control of, perhaps many of the areas that may have been frustrating to you.

Donnah
like what

Doctor Jeannie
Well why don’t we talk about me and perhaps you may find some things familiar to you.

Silence! Donnah gives no indication of having agreed or disagreed. So Doctor Jeannie takes her silence as a cue to continue

Doctor Jeannie
I love without filter. If I love you, it matters not to me who you are. You could be my Doctor, my teacher, my best friend or my friend’s best friend. Also, I can become for long periods of time hypersexual. Which means for reasons not yet understood, there are times when we think nothing else but sex.

Donnah
Hell that means every fucking boy I know must have your disease

Doctor Jeannie (Laughing)
Well I guess there is some truth to the hypersexual part.

Doctor Jeannie continues to explain

Doctor Jeannie
It is most important you do not think of this as a disease because it is not.
What it is leaves me with the strength to love without filter. The more serious side of Phasexuality is we, I mean, I, have no interest in such things as normality nor am I bothered by society’s taboo love.
In this one area, we are most dangerous to all our relationships.

Donnah (showing signs of extremely familiarity)
What do you mean we’re dangerous

Doctor Jeannie

Remember now, this is only one person and one example we are talking about.

Donnah
Yeh but we would not be having this conversation if you thought I was normal.

Doctor Jeannie
You are normal. You only need a bit of an explanation for some of the things you feel.

Donnah
Again, you still have not explained to me what do you mean dangerous.

Doctor Jeannie
I am going to share two of our findings with you and you will be coming back in at a later date from more support in the managing of all this new information

Donnah
Doc, what is it you keep making excuses not to say

Doctor Jeannie
A) We, again I should say, I


Donnah
Ok enough with the I and the we, I get it, I’m fucked!
Now just say what you need to say

Doctor Jeannie

Not fucked, blessed with some cautions. We loved our dads viciously. Not unlike many girls we are extremely protective of our fathers. We would kill without question any female who messes with him.
Our fathers seem to be the only one immune to our non filer sexually unique behaviour.

Donnah
I knew you are not normal. So your mother is not immune

Doctor Jeannie
Well she is only because we would quicker hate her than love her. That is one thing we constantly have to work at. The relationship with our mothers, in many test shows that things get better when they are no longer with our fathers.
But male or female, brothers or sisters, we lack the natural filters that say no. What we have that seems to keep us from crossing the lines of family is anyone that is in relationship with our fathers are doomed to our vengeance.

This is something we must constantly work at

Donnah
Did you explain this to my mother in your conversations with her

Doctor Jeannie
Yes we did

Taken from the Series
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