Most interesting work indeed. Having read from the commentary it is non-fiction then I would say this.
Porn is like fucking in the back seat while erotica is like making love in the meadows.
That being said, I think in all things one can eventually become desensitized and need to reboot so to speak.
Perhaps and please apologise to your shower head for me, time should have been taken, while putting down your pen, to have visited a seaside get-a-way and enjoy some FRESH experiences for a while before coming back to the Grind of writing.
Now back to your shower, thank you so very much for sharing, looking forward to your return.