God’s Silent But The Devil Says Ok~

By Simon Johnson, Scottish Political Editor

What are you thinking tonight, in the silence of your room,
I want to think you were thinking about me, at least once
What are you doing tonight, in the silence of your mind
I want to know you were doing it with me, at least tonight
Who are you sleeping with tonight in the privacy of your room
it use to be me sleeping with you in the privacy of our room
It use to be you I was dreaming with in the quiet of my sleep
it use to be you I awoke with in the early morning keep

When did you know we were over, was it from last October
Was it the flowers that never came or calling you someone
else’s name
Could it be I just forgot once too many times your valentine
Or could it have been that silly thing about essence of more wine
When did you know we were over, was it me not being sober
Maybe it was caused by the laughter of your friends every time
I fell over

I have lined them all up,
going to drain them in the sink
I have made my peace with God
and even asked the Devil what he thinks,
God seemed silent but the Devil say ok
bygones be bygones we’ll have one last drink today

Why can I not remember the way we were, when we first smiled
At times I can not even remember the name of our first child
I use to be so very happy just before last call now it seems
things are always darkest before nightfall
Still I am hunting for some company for my next Pub crawl.
I remember mocking my best friend’s fight of 20 years
to get his one year pin,
now I think I understand just what a fool I have been.

Where were you when I was face down on the ground
You use to be the first face I saw each time I was found
Why are you no longer the shoulder I could always depend on
You have changed the keys and now the doors feel abandoned.
I am too weak to do this on my own this time for sure,
the absolute truth crossing my heart swearing on the book of Ruth
we don’t have to take our clothes off to have a good time but
you must understand, I find it hard to swim in my boots on.

I have lined them all up,
going to drain them in the sink
I have made my peace with God
and even asked the Devil what he thinks,
God seemed silent but the Devil say ok
bygones be bygones we’ll have one last drink today

I wish you were here, how I wished you had stayed
We use to have such a good time now I mostly just scared
I am afraid to be alone, afraid to be on my own
Frightened by the thought of not knowing if I will remember
having this conversation.
I have even been doing all the things you once told me,
last night I even tried meditation.

I have found a room that will take me in
I have found a mirror that will not reflect
things the way I want to think
I found a friend that will hold my hand
I have found that man that will always understand

You thought it worst being myself a female
Why do you always think this story is about a male
I have lined them all up,
going to drain them in the sink

I have made my peace with God
and even asked the Devil what he thinks,
God seemed silent but the Devil say ok
bygones be bygones we’ll have one last drink today
@Anthony2013mdh30Vibes

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